50 Things I'm Afraid Of

In no particular order.

1. Hurting people I love

2. Accidentally killing people that I hate with my mind

3. My own power

4. Being reincarnated into a more difficult life

5. Letting myself rely on anyone aka releasing my hyper independence

6. Never experiencing real intimacy with a romantic partner aka “true love”

7. People losing interest in me/changing their minds about me after having loved me

8. Not being sexy

9. Sleeping in a tent, on the ground, in a sleeping bag

10. Going to the bathroom outdoors

11. Being broke

12. Men who lack self control

13. Losing control

14. Being itchy

15. Being ignored

16. Making mistakes

17. Men that hate women and don’t know it

18. Confined spaces

19. Mold

20. Bad smells

21. Chemical smells

22. Beeping sounds

23. Slowing down

24. Being afraid

25. Being rejected by someone I’m attracted to

26. Not reaching my potential

27. Jellyfish

28. Never being able to own a home

29. Brown Recluse spider eating a hole in my face

30. Heights

31. Being boring

32. Splinters

33. Scratching my cornea

34. Feeling powerless

35. Heartburn

36. Not getting enough sleep

37. Forgetting my worth

38. Putting on a sweater that’s sat for a bit and accumulated dust and then breakin…